It’s like..
You don’t think you could love this person any more or any less, and then it happens. You feel invincible in the most profound way and any lover before them becomes obselete. You start to see a change in yourself. Your selfish needs have been demolished and all you want to do is give them more and more of you. You start to believe that you may be insane, wanting to do nothing less than please them in every way. You start making silent sacrifices, just so that you could spend moments with them that are the most precious.
It’s like..
Even the mere thought of them being with someone else turns your heart inside out and that there becomes your motivation for giving them your all and sprinting out of your comfort zone just to make them feel like number one and that no one else could make them more happier than you. You never want to fail them, never. You’re ready to give your whole life at such a young age. And everyone judges silently because of their bitter experiences and failed attempts at trying to feel something that’s not there.
And it’s like..
Everyone’s staring but you never really noticed because the only thing you see is that one person. And every bitter experience and failed attempt at trying to feel something that wasn’t there all paid off because you found each other. And all you know is what makes you feel, what gives you the most high and the most love and the most happiness you’ll probably never even sought to imagine.
It’s like..
You just want to be there by their side to witness their greatest and most proudest accomplishments just to say, “I never gave up on you even when everyone else did.” They make you the proudest. And even when they fail, you look at them and in your eyes, they have prevailed anyways.
It’s like..
If you had no belief in God, you do now. And you found God in them. You worship their very existance and rejoice to the Almighty because he has created such a miraculous person. Even science couldn’t create anything more beautiful and full of life.
It’s like..
Every argument that you ever had with them is forgotten because you both of you just want to see each other happy. And there are more things in life than to be stuck in the past.
And it’s like..
Regardless of people’s beliefs, when all else fails, you will be there for them and they will be there for you. And you love them to the very core of your soul.
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I’ve got five minutes so here it is:
School will be the death of me. Not really, I realized I work best under pressure. I’ve got to study for a test tomorrow, a paper to revise, and a sex paper to write. I wanted this, so I’m going to work for it.
Also, from the pictures I posted a couple days ago… Chelsea had a party last Saturday.. It was craaaaaaaazy. And the pictures were clearly before the party lol
And I am, and always will be, in love with Alex :) We’re doing amazing.
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I feel proud when my friends and family tell other friends and family how good the relationship that my boyfriend and I have is. They say “They are the example of what a relationship should be” or “That’s real love right there, there is no doubting it.” I would always daydream in class in high school about having a real love (lame, I know). And of course, once I stopped looking and just being happy, there it was right in front of me; the whole time. We do argue, don’t get me wrong, but at the end of the day we just want to be with each other and no one else.
>>Imagine waking up to the face of the person you love every morning, still wrapped in their arms from the night before. Imagine the feeling you get every day when you get to kiss that person, hug them, smile because of them, and make love to them. To fight with them, cry with them, and go through hell and back with them. But you do it because you love each other and you would fight for them, just like they would fight for you. Imagine having them to protect you from all the hurt and the pain and the struggles, or a least be there to comfort you. Imagine that that person hurts when you hurt, cries when you cry, and would do anything to see you smile. Because they love you way more than they could ever explain with words and they hate to see you frown. Now imagine going through life without them. Imagine how even though it was hard, its even harder without them, because no one made you feel more alive than they did. No one was there for you more than them. Imagine that instead of you making them happy, someone else is doing a better job at it. Don’t take them for granted and don’t give up on them, because life is one big struggle; but if they make it a bit more easier, they are worth fighting for.
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Today might have been one of the most scariest days I’ve experienced in a long time. I was so scared and I couldn’t stop crying .. I had to make a few phone calls but my first one was to him. I didn’t know what to do and everything was just chaotic, but hearing his voice made me feel a little better. He made me feel safe, even though he wasn’t there in body. The phone call may have lasted maybe two minutes, but that’s all it took.
I’ve never called anyone when things like this happened. The police, maybe. But never a friend or anything. But I did, and all he had to say was a few words and I just felt a rush of emotion, the good kind though. Talking to him made me feel like everything would be okay. That’s love.
>>It’s never what I say goes anymore; its all about compromise.
I live for the moments of love and laughter,
when you embrace me and smile so big it just drives me crazy.
I just want to love you like no one else can.
And forget attached at the hip; I want to be attached at the heart.
I want to love you endlessly and I want to be loved just the same.
I want you to fight with me and me to fight with you,
but at the end of the day all we want to do is be with each other.
You make me happy and support me in everything I aspire to be.
And that’s all I need.
>>I have fears.
Everyone does.
But I may be letting my fears get the best of me, and it may be bringing others down with me.
I don’t want to hurt anybody,
I just want to love with no boundaries.
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